Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Dunia keparat..ops, korporat


Yea...pejam celik dah hari khamis. Best gile sbb jumaat aku cuti....saje nak abiskan annual leave aku.
..suke gile ok!

Like i said in my previous entry..hari isnin tu mmg malas gile nak pi keje. Sampai opis lagi sakit ati tgk email reminder (as if I'm too difficult to manage)...but then aku buat bodo and abaikan perasaan marah aku...yang mane saki bakinye masih menjadi modal umpatan aku... hehe!Nak emo layankan perasaan marah memang takkan sudah.

Senang crite...aku consider otaknye memang mereng...aku malas nak layan. Life goes on...keje lagila kene goes on kan kalo tak haruuu...huhuhu~

This is the ugly of the corporate world...dog eats dog world...either we survive
or we quit. Quitting is never an option for me as I have a very2 big responsibility towards faris. Kalo belum kawen dulu...rase tak suka.....lompat!


Sekarang....jangan kan nak lompat...nak berjalan setapak pon takut tergolek. Takpelah, aku pasti ade hikmah disebalik semua yang terjadi....jadi buat masa ni.....aku masih di sini....buat keje sebaik yg boleh...hmmm~




Gulp~Horror gile!



Sunday, November 15, 2009

Termenung di hari minggu


Last friday my boss and i had a quick chat. I've been working at this company for almost 6 mths++ so she thought it's best to re-evaluate my performance.

The beginning was always the best part...puji2an first then tanpa disedari...kutukan2/ komen membina. I wasn't too overwhelmed by the pujian cos i knew there must be some hidden agenda behind the quick chat. A boss won't simply call you just to say good things about you...heh~that would be the last thing in their mind.

In short, she said I'm too selamba and that I'm holding back in giving it all to the company. I'm also not supposed to befriend with people especially those she does'nt like...i.e. advisable not to talk to anyone but work and work and work! Sometimes aku rasa dia umpama ketam mengajar anak berjalan...dia nasihatkan aku tapi dia sendiri buat tak sedar...huhhh~

Kuku besi?yup...that's wat i've been thinking the whole weekend.

Boring gile aku nak masuk opis isnin ni.....sigh~

Friday, November 13, 2009

Birthday celebration for faris & papa

Alhamdulillah..terlaksana juga hasrat kami nak buat majlis harijadi pertama buat faris. Thanx to dear papa whom is very thoughtful in organizing the bday party @ McD. Memang aku nak buat kat rumah asalnya...nak masak sendiri...tapi papa takmo aku penat2 masak dan mengemas...organizing the bday party at McD was his idea and it turns out he was right...even tak buat apa pon terasa penat..kalau masak sendiri dan mengemas surely...sgt2 penat ok...hehe~



Birthday celebration faris was held on 7.11.2009 @ McD



Faris menunggu ketibaan tetamu terhormat..."ish..lambatnye dorg ni mama!"



Ni laa tetamu terhormat faris...sepupu2 kesayangan faris!



The birthday cake...looks nice but the taste...bueek~this is definately going to be the last time im gonna buy a 3D cake from secret recipe...yuks!



Faris sibuk main dengan kaklong sofia...wee~seronoknye main belon!



Sesi makan...time ni memang berterabur habis...kalau kat rumah...huuuhh~penatnye aku nak mengemas!



Aidil, Tasha & Ailin seronok makan kek...well, actually the outer layer tu jek yg tak sedap...hehe!
Org kat belakang tu nmpk buat dek je kat anak2 die..rupenye die dah blasah aaku punye big mac...huaaaa~angah kijaammm!!



Gambar kami beramai2..semua senyum kecuali Faris yg tgh sibuk dengan belon dia..
My eldest bother couldn't make it since he's working @ indonesia...biarpun tak ramai...dan sederhana...we all have fun especially the kids & faris.



Majlis dah tamat...thanks all for coming! Ada rezeki kami buat lagi tahun depan...heee~


Oleh kerana makanan ade tak abis...aku tapaukan utk anak2 buah aku. Air coke...jadi takde siapa yang nak tapau...semuanya aku tinggalkan jek...nak buang pon buang ler...jangan jual balik sudah...hehe~


So kami tinggalkan bilik yg bersepah tu dgn perasaan yg lega sbb tau tu bukan rumah kami...jadi tak payah sibuk nak mengemas...huhhh~ lega! So sorry gambar makanan aku terlupa nak ambik...lapar sgt gamaknye...ape pon tak ingat.


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

P1 Wimax yg macam cipan


Yup!

You heard me right...P1 wimax mmg mcm cipan..as much as iklan potong is a joke...p1 wimax itself must be some kinda joke..but not funny though. It took me forever to download a low resolution photo...urghh~cipan sungguh!! (ye cipan...cos more appropriate for tayangan umum..haha)


=P

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Family potret


Tonight, aku dan papa pi tengok papadom at TGV KLCC. Pheww~lama sungguh tak tgk wayang...kekok sungguh rasanya.....last time aku pi tgk wyg dgn papa was way before i was pregnant. Hehe...lama gile ok!

Papadom okla...recommended for family viewing. Sampaikan sorg akak depan aku ni pon bole bwk the whole family termasuk anak kecik dia yg sebaya faris tgk papadom...kesian aku tgk bdk tu...sampai tertido dlm cinema...sebab nangis pon mak dia tak bwk klua...melekat buntut mak dia agaknye~Review dr aku...so-so laa...klakar tp tak cukup power mcm movies arwah yasmin. Nice try though!

Crite psl family...aku lupa nak upload our very first family potret...we've collected from the photo studio since last week ...tp disebabkan takde soft copy dan aku kne snap guna kamera....maka lambatla upload. Here it goes!

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Faris wont smile despite the numerous attempt by the cameraman to make him smile..kesian aku kat cameraman tu...last2 dia kata..."aiya~ini budak manyak susah senyum aa...takpe...mak bapak kasi senyum besar2!"

(^^)v



Monday, November 2, 2009

Today is the big day



The birthday boy!


Yup!today is the big day for faris who just turns one year old.Can't believe how fast time flies...pheww~It's one year after i gave birth to my lil angel....a lot has happened to us,mostly good ones...Happy birthday to you sayang...mama and papa love you so much!


The party

This week we're going to organize a small birthday party for faris at McDonald...we've got a big hole in our pocket..so we can only afford to invite our family members...insyallah, kalau ada rezeki next time boleh jemput kwn2 pulak...


The gifts

We actually bought separate gifts for faris...

I bought a playskool ride on (bukan fisherprice...setelah
ditest drive kat toys r us) and also a tools bench for faris.



The gifts from Mama



Mama...benda ni takleh pakai remote ke?


Papa on the other hand, said he doesn't want to buy anything since the party is on him...

However~he completely changed his mind once he saw this car which comes with a remote control.


Papa negotiating to get a good price..while faris do the posing~



Faris can't decide between a bike and a car...tang tangtut...keladi we we~



Papaku pulang dr kota...papaku belikan kereta...lalala~



Ni pulak ciuman istimewa drp bucu kabinet....muahh~lekat sampai besarla nampaknye!


Aku admit ada rasa sikit tergugat dgn hadiah papa yang macam best tu...but i guess it's not the price of the gifts or the amount of gifts that really matters to faris. What he really need is unconditional love and attention from us.


Mama doakan...semoga faris menjadi anak yang soleh dan berjaya. We've got many years ahead of us, sayang...mama wish only the best for you..and of course mama and papa will do the very best that we can for you!


Happy Birthday to you Muhammad Faris Iman!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Faris in black & white!



Ye...saya lah Muhammad Faris Iman ituuu!


Tak lama lagi genaplah setahun umur anak bujang aku ni. Hmmm....dah besar dah anak aku.

Teringat plak masa mula2 nampak muka faris dalam operation theatre. Hmm...bulatnya mata dia memandang aku...walaupun pandangan aku makin kabur kesan ubat bius...tapi sampai skang aku still terkenangkan waktu tu.

Muhammad Faris Iman. Faris- nama yang aku cari. Selebihnya...aku dapat daripada mimpi before aku disahkan pregnant. Seingat aku elok2 azan subuh...aku terbangun lepas mimpikan anak together dgn nama sekali. Then...hmmm~confirmed pregnant! Sounds cliche...cam drama swasta plak kan...hehehe~

Sekejap jek masa berlalu...pejam celik...daripada faris terbaring, duduk...sampaila berjalan. Oh ye...faris dah berjaya berjalan ye kengkawan sume....hari ni faris dah tak takut2 lagi nak jalan jauh2.Hmmmmmm~bangganyee tengok anak bujang aku ni accomplished from one stage to another. This is the best award ever.


Dulu aku dan papa selalu risau tengok gigi faris yang tak tumbuh2...huihhh~mana taknya tengok anak org lain sebaya faris semua dah tumbuh gigi. Rupanya faris kumpul gigi daa.....gigi faris naik 4 batang sekaligus....patutla dia demam panas teruk aritu....


Suatu ketika dulu....Faris tgh demam panas


Hmmm.....cerita pasal faris takkan habis. Sekarang yang jadi problem kat aku, nak cari hadiah utk faris pulak. Hadiah papa dah beli...dah guna dah pun....heheheee~ Hadiah faris aku ingat nak belikan dia....

benda ni

atau


benda ni



Actually kami still tak decide lagi...harga dua2 pun sama...yang penting sebenarnye kepala agung cukup atau tak je....hahahaha~ Apapon....yang pastinya aku akan cuba dapatkan either one utk anak manja aku ni...yeaaay~mama shopping lagi!



"Mama...faris dah bole drive ni, ape kate bagi kereta ni je jadi hadiah faris, bole?"



"Aiseh...sejukla air ni mama...mana ade org mandi swimming pool pagi2~tido kan elok?"



"Lepak dengan wawan pon ok jugak...bole duet nanyi lagu burung kakak tua"



"Senang cerita main sorang2 pon syok....apela mama ni...dah pi main jauh2..syuuuuh~"

Friday, October 16, 2009

Lucky Day


Lucky~


Hari ni bos takde…happy deepavali bos!


Can finally browse fb and update this blog…never got these kinda chances before..ok!


Ohh, its definitely not because my boss is not around…no no no no!


It’s all thanx to the non functional websense…. suddenly gone kong and hopefully kong forever…heeee~


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Maybe they too are celebrating deepavali as well...theehehee~


HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL MY HINDU FRIENDS

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

A toy for papa


Khamis minggu lepas aku pakat dengan reen nak pi lowyat/sogo utk belikan hadiah utk papa. Malang tak berbau softlan reen plak ade hearing sok paginye...maka cancel la hendaknye plan aku tu.

Tapi cam bese la...aku kalo nakkan something tu...aku nak jugak. Hehe...walaupon tu hadiah papa tapi aku plak yg lebey2. So aku ajak papa sendiri utk carik hadiahnye. Hadiahnye......adalah berupa....................teng,teng,teng!

Ye...sebuah PS2 utk papa!

Penat jgk mencarik kat lowyat tu...mane taknye sampai pon dah pukul 9mlm. Kami ingat ari jumaat lambatla kedai2 kat sana tutup...rupanya...hmmm~seawal boleh diorg nak tutup kedai. Nasib baik terjumpa satu kedai yang tokeynye tengah busy mengira duit mengemas barang...tanya punya tanya akhirnya kami beli dekat kedai tu je.

Akhirnya berjaya beli hadiah utk papa. Birthday papa? Hehe....sebenarnye birthday papa bulan depan...15hb November. Kami memang suka beli hadiah awal sebulan...baik papa atau aku. No element of surprise tapi kami suka...theheheheee~

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Hand, Foot and Mouth Disease


Aku sebenarnye dah lama nak update blog ni tapi tak penah ade kesempatan. Banyak benda yang aku kena uruskan...especially berkenaan si kecik faris ni.




Dalam gembira menyambut aidilfitri....faris tiba2 demam malam sabtu lepas. Aku ingat faris demam biasa je. So kami just bagi dia makan ubat yang doktor bagi dulu.

Menjelang tgh malam...demam faris makin tinggi, temperature around 39-40 degrees. Aku usahakan masuk ubat melalui bontot...dengan harapan temperature badan faris menurun. It turns out to be the other way around....tak menjadi sebaliknya makin tinggi. Dalam demam panas tu...faris tak merengek tapi stay calm tido sampai pagi...

Pagi ahad...kami tengok kaki faris dah berbintik merah...as if macam kena campak. Kami bawak faris pergi jupe doktor...unfortunately doktor pon takleh kompemkan samada campak...yang buat geram tu jawapannye..."campak kot".

Err~helloo....aren't you supposed to give us a medical advice instead of making assumption?Camtu aku pon nak jadik doktor gakla...main kot2 plak. Huhhh~

Malam ahad faris's condition was getting worst. Dari nak minum susu dan makan....malam tu dia definately tolak sume yang diberi. Kami pon klua carikkan mana2 pakar kanak2 yang bukak malam tu. Tapi nak buat camne...malam ahad takkan ada pakar kanak2 yang bukak.

Kami akhirnye pegi klinik yang berdekatan dgn rumah aje. Doktor kate faris terkena jangkitan tangan mulut dan kaki/ hand foot and mouth disease. Aku agak terkejut sebenarnye...bila masa pulak anak aku bole kena such disease since die tak dok kat nursery pon. Actually sampai skang it remains as a mystery...

Esoknya demam faris dah kebah cuma tak lalu makan or minum susu...tapi kami still insist utk bwk faris berjumpa dengan paed. Hasilnye...mmg positive dia kne jangkitan HFM...doktor kata ade almost 20 blisters dlm mulut faris...itu sebabnye dia tak lalu nak makan or minum.

Doktor kate takde jalan lain selain admit him to the ward. Kena masuk drip and all...which mata aku dah berpinar...rasa tak mampu nak buat sume tu to such a small boy...he's just 10mths old.

Nak tak nak...aku kena relakan. Thanx to Asia Assistance Medic card provided by my company...semuanya berjalan lancar. In terms of money...sume dah diuruskan.

Faris kne cucuk kat tangan to allow the doctor to put him on drip. Faris then was admitted to the ward. Fortunately it was a two bed ward. One for my baby and one for me.

Still having the drip on his hand doesnt make him stay still...mamat ni pusing sana sini...aghhh~i almost lose my temper. Finally...dia dah rimas agaknya tanpa aku sedari dia dah tarik sama itu drip.....akunye berdebar dgn darah yang memancut....huuuuhhhhhh~gelabah sungguh rasenye. Nurse datang then suh aku tekan kat tempat yg berdarah tu..


Faris?


Dia bole buat selambe badak je tarik jarum tu tengok darah meleleh.....berani betul mamat ni.


Tu kesan darah kat cadar tu tak lain tak bukan keje mamat tu laa..time ni dia tgh bersenang lenang tanpa drip terikat...suka tak hingat!



Tak lame tu...Dr Hasmawati, the paed came to the rescue. This time doktor cucuk tangan yg lain then ikat tgn sebelahnye supaya faris tak boleh bukak or tarik lagi. Kesiann....tapi nak buat camne...faris ni mmg lasak, kalo dibiarkan tak lame lagi dia tarik lagi.



Sempat senyum walaupon sakit...aku tau dia tgh menahan sakit sebenarnya.


Seharian aku dengan faris satu apa pon dia tak jamah. Doktor kata kalo faris dah nak makan maka bolehla discharge. Aku menunggu saat tu...tak sanggup tgk anak aku yg kecik ni berikat..


Malam tu papa datang...suka faris tengok muka papa dia.At least dapatla faris bermanja kejap dengan papanye.


Cut story short...esoknya faris nak jamah sekeping roti. Alhamdulillah menjelang tengahari kami dah bole balik...dengan berbekalkn ubat utk faris. Walaupon taknak minum susu...asalkan dia nak minum air suam/ makan dah cukup baik.

Alhamdulillah...faris makin pulih...walaupon amik masa tapi aku bersyukur sebab masih ada peluang utk melihat anak aku...pengalaman ni walaupon sangat meletihkan tp byk mengajar aku erti bersabar dan bersyukur.

Alhamdulillah~