~Keje, kami dan faris~

Today...aku balik lambat for the first time dalam 2 tahun ni...lame dah x balik lambat...bunyik cam ngade2 je...tp betul ni, aku mmg dah lame x balik lambat.

Sejak aku abis chambering...mmg kompem aku balik on time. Mase aku practised litigation dulu lagila heaven...pukul 4 abis court aku dah angkat kaki...nak balik opis mmg takkan terjadila.

Tu waktu dolu2 sblm aku terpakse benti meninggalkan litigation. I was having bleeding problem during my early pregnancy..Dr advised me to stop travelling. So, aku bentila..aku x pk panjang lagi, nak2 bos macam hampeh.

Then aku join conveyancing dekat dgn area rmh mak mertua aku...so, sharp 5.30 aku mmg dah lesap. Well, lagipon aku keje kat situ on contractual basis until maternity. Adela jgk ura2 cam nak renew kontrak...tp tahla aku leh macam xmo commit plak time tu. Lagipon memikirkan politik yang agak hebat melanda opis tu...aku tarik diri awal2.

Akhir bulan 10 thn lepas aku tender resignation. Dapat gaji..aku pon berangan2 nak shopping..siap beli game banyak2 konon nanti bolela aku main game sementara sampai due date.Lagipon x keje...aku pon borong sampai 4 cd game. Aku pk baru 31hb...alaa~aku due lambat lagi...13hb...kompiden jek aku.

Skali malam esoknye aku dah rase contraction yg amat sangat. Aku ingat blom lagi sbb xde tanda2 pon...tp papa usung gak aku g sepital. Aku masuk wad...bermlm kat sane. Esoknye aku suh papa goreng chicken ball sbb rase teringin sangat...hehe~kempunan plak nanti. He was there the whole day..and we went through it together. I was in pain and he will comforted me all the way...then i gave in to epidural sbb x thn lagi. Dr checked my baby's movement and finally concluded that my baby dah terbelit tali pusat.Aku terpaksa jugak akhirnye dibawa ke bilik operation. Aku takmo since bukaan dah 8 cm...aku rase aku bole cuba lagi...tp akhirnye aku ditolak ke bilik operation dengan izin papa. Aku menangis beriye2 takmo...sampaila aku masuk bilik tu...aku pandang papa dgn rasa sedih...

It was difficult for him...i never knew how difficult it was until my mom told me that he called my mom minutes b4 he consented to c-section. My mom said suara papa macam nak nangis..oh, my goodness~rupenye he's too damn nervous that he even cried. It so happened that he just followed my mom's advice. Papa said it was way too difficult to handle since nobody from his side came to visit or call to ask about my progress. It was also hard to believed that the hospital is just minutes away from my in-law's house. He was all by himself to decide.

So, now when i looked at him smiling and playing with my baby faris...it's a remarkable feeling for me and it's definitely priceless.

P/s: PAM contracts 2006...payah gile aku nak memahami isi kandungannye...abis kering aku perah otak aku...sampai 7.30 aku rase aku dah bole muntah darah kalo bos suh aku mengadap mende tu lagi...huhu~

Eh, baru aku pasan...aku ni main lompat2 lak bercerite...macam lompat galah plak!Hehe...sori~